In Your Dream

My loneliness has attract some unresolved business in the past, try to provide me hope, passion, and even my wildest imagination. But at the end I realized that this is all just a dream, sweet sensation full desirable dream.
The vicious circle of wrath will keep tied me up, and never let me go. Someone husband will gone wild and crazy and I will break my life AGAIN. My children will suffering because of me. No thank you, just... leave me alone. I will burden this by my self, and if I have to die alone so be it.

I HATE YOU for god sake... I HATE YOU who leave me alone after what we've been through... I HATE YOU with all my WRATH !!!!!!